Sunday, May 31, 2009

Broken Cisterns



"My people have committed two sins: They have forsaken me, the spring of living water, and have dug their own cisterns, broken cisterns that cannot hold water." Jer. 2: 13

My brother once mentioned this scripture to me. He spoke of how we look for other gods, for other things to give us pleasure, to comfort us; for people to love us, for men to praise us, for money to fill us with pride, for physical relationships to give us pleasure, the list goes on. I won't lie to you, I have placed other things before God, tangible things that I thought would bring me pleasure or happiness. But every single time, without fail I end up empty, I end up bitter; as if i ate something that was sweet at first, but had a bad after taste.

Friends tell me, Why do we continually dig our own cisterns, broken cisterns that cannot hold water??? Again and again, we turn away from the LIVING WATER!! But now I drink of it, i'm swimming in it, i'm dancing it; and i've thrown away my empty and broken cisterns. I have nothing to loose, for He promises so much to those who delight in Him.

'Blessed is the man who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked or stand in the way of sinners or sit in the seat of mockers. But his delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers.' Psalm 1: 1-3

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


So I had one of those panic episodes today. Where I become engrossed in worry and pessimistic thoughts of the future. what am I gonna do? i need a job? no offence God, but I can't earn money worshipping! not in Jamaica at least. what is it that you want me to do? why can't the path i'm walking on be any clearer? Lord, I know the path to follow you will be narrow and dark, but where is the light you promised to show me the way? big sigh

I think I am walking through a very very dark corner in my life. Dark because of bitter circumstances, dark because of uncertainty in purpose and future. But I believe Darkness is necessary. It is in darkness that God created, in Darkness God's light is that much brighter, in darkness God teaches, God roots down and builds up. In this darkness I have found God to be more real to me than in any lighter and easier times in my life. And having been in darkness, I will appreciate the light that much more. Forgive me Lord for ever doubting you, for ever being anxious or worrying pointlessly.

'I have chosen you and have not rejected you. So do not fear; for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God, I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.' Isa. 41: 3

Sunday, May 17, 2009

The Biggest Looser!

Over the past 2 to 3 weeks i've been watching the biggest looser on nbc, and what sparks my interest about it, is how it relates to our Christian walk. The Biggest Looser (the individual who wins the prize) makes a decision to persevere and endure, to not giving up no matter how annoying Jillian is (ha, ha), to make an unconditional, unreserved, no way i'm turning back, resolute decision to win!!!

I often know of people who stuggle in their christian faith, but it is my belief that, just as a biggest looser contestant will fail without determination, so will we as christians. I think a big requirement of being a christian, is to make that unreserved, no matter what, kind of decision...that whenever any thing opposes us, we stand.